His name is Nathan Junior. He’s our first kid 💚 from our first date 💚 #060708 #santamonicapier #kid #junior #leopard #ldr #121007 (Taken with instagram)
I’m never going to get tired of locking and unlocking my iPod 😍😍#theavengers #captainamerica #thor #chrishemsworth #chrisevans #hottness (Taken with instagram)
I need to stop finding reasons not to be happy.
And stop letting the small things get to me. Please help me God.
I call you to see how your doing,
First thing you say to me is talk to you later and you leave. Wow.
having second thoughts
about this relationship. I dont know wht to do anymore. I was worried that when his family took me with them to eat last night after church i knew we were not going to spend time together anymore this weekend. I appreciate the going to eat part but what was it exactly. All we did is drive, eat tacos and his sister dropped me off. I appreciated being with him but we didnt actually spend time together. I do not remember the last time we ever went on a date and i miss that. i feel like thats what we need. Lately i feel like we hve been drifting apart and a date would be nice to just kind of spark that connection back together. Not really for the sake of a date but actually being given the opportunity to actually act like a loving couple together. There have been times where i have spent time with him and his family and i have had really good times. i let him go off and play with his cousins while im just left there to wait and to be honest i dont mind doing that, im not selfish with him. Sometimes i wish that i could have some of my time with him because it has been a long time. Everythime we are with his family its not the same, he always becomes distant. Hard to get him to even hold my hand. Sucks that i have to ask him too. I want to feel loved again, i want to be held again and be told about love. It is not a desparation call for love. Honeslty i would rather not have it at all then knowing that i have something but its not there. I dont know what to do. this relationship thing is just getting harder.
Had I good day with him today. Sucks that I had to leave 😔 I miss him already. I hope the week goes by fast. 💚 #ldr (Taken with instagram)
